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your dreams will be reduced down to breathing, and you will be grateful
The thing about not-being-a-person is:
They will say those people and the price of being a person is to nod and agree that yes, those people aren’t people at all.
They will have no idea who they are talking to.
You yourself will start to forget, too.
They will say a million small things that sow the seeds for violence done against you, and you will smile and let them.
You will do math, constantly.
How much do I want to be a person today? How much do I want this project to succeed? How much honesty can I afford? How much dishonesty will kill me? What is the cost of coming out? Is there a way to delay, soften, transmute? How long can I survive as half a person?
Ever since the world ended ... I don't go out as much.
People that I once befriended, just don't bother to stay in touch.
Things that used to seem so splendid, don't really matter today.
It's just as well the world ended -- it wasn't working anyway.
Your dreams will be reduced down to breathing.
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Julia Bascom on 03/5/12 | 2 Comments | Read More
Mildly Paradoxical
At some point, we’re going to start monkeying with our own evolution. I mean consciously. Clearly we’ve been playing with our evolution, unconsciously, from the start.
One premise of my...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 12/2/09 | No Comments | Read More
Predictions
Writing these daily entries, I discover something new almost as often as I record something I’ve earlier discovered. A year ago this is what I collected connected to the hypotheses or prediction...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/30/09 | 1 Comment | Read More
Somali Children in Minnesota and Autism
A child’s lifelong maturation rates are set several weeks before birth by the mother’s testosterone levels. A mother with high testosterone gives birth to low testosterone males and high testoster...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/25/09 | 2 Comments | Read More
Lucid Dreaming
Lucid dreaming is the process of being aware that you are dreaming while you are dreaming. The study of lucid dreaming was popularized by Carlos Castaneda. Scientist Stephen LeBerge conducted researc...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/24/09 | 1 Comment | Read More
Autism, Dance, Performance and Mirroring
Jacqui Russell is the artistic director of Chicago Children's Theater. My good friend Arnold April mentioned to me the unique program that Jacqui manages at Agassiz Elementary School in Chicago, ...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/23/09 | 1 Comment | Read More
Neurodiversity’s Neighboring Conditions
I’ve sometimes wondered what a theory of human personality and psychotherapeutic intervention would look like if contemporary psychodynamic theory was based on a theory of human evolution that embra...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/18/09 | 2 Comments | Read More
Rush to the Beginning
It has been observed that a human baby displays many of the characteristics of an embryo in the womb. The infant is unable to slumber longer in the dark or he or she would not be able to depart. Their...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/17/09 | 3 Comments | Read More
Neurodiversity Deep Sea Diving
We live in a society that believes that it is pragmatic to presuppose that consciousness is contingent upon evolutionary conditions that led to its emergence. Self awareness occurred by chance. Acad...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/16/09 | No Comments | Read More
Abortion, Female Infanticide and Autism
Male control of the female body is a hallmark of a patrifocal society, the Right Wing and hierarchical societies. It is no mistake that the contemporary Republican Party has its roots in the anti-abor...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/11/09 | 2 Comments | Read More
Neurodiversity and Speech
A conundrum frequently reveals itself during my observations of left-handed people. An answer to this riddle seems to be connected to an understanding of how bridges, brain bridges, are made.
Lefti...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/9/09 | 4 Comments | Read More
Autism’s Female
Autism researchers such as Simon Baron-Cohen have noted a pattern. The mother’s testosterone levels influence the likelihood of a child having autism. The higher the mother’s testosterone level, t...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/4/09 | 1 Comment | Read More
Neurodiversity, Neuropsychology and Evolution
In ancient cultures across the world, there are myths describing a time when women controlled society with a magic more powerful than men’s. These stories go on to describe that there is a loss of t...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 11/2/09 | No Comments | Read More
Minnesota Somali Autism
When I was a kid, my sisters and I would place a marble in the middle of the dining room linoleum floor and watch it begin rolling toward the hallway. Quickly, it would pick up speed, pass through the...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/29/09 | 51 Comments | Read More
Dancing Theory
A couple entries ago, I proposed a predictable display of variation of the physical features in the children of a family over time as a mother’s testosterone level slowly rose with age. This predict...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/28/09 | No Comments | Read More
Idea Drawing
Georges Cuvier was an early French biologist, a contemporary of Jean-Baptiste Lamarck. Lamarck, unfortunately, died before Cuvier and ended up vilified in a famous eulogy by his younger, very influent...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/27/09 | No Comments | Read More
Autism Family History
It could be said that it all begins in the womb. It is even deeper and more subtle than that. Autism researchers such as Simon Baron-Cohen are coming to the conclusion that a mother’s testosterone l...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/22/09 | No Comments | Read More
Road Map
Autism expert Simon Baron-Cohen has a theory that the autistic male shows evidence of a brain that is too male for his own good, the autistic personality being male to the extreme, evidencing exaggera...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/20/09 | No Comments | Read More
Legends in Our Own Minds
There is a tribe of males more than a little infatuated with themselves and their own ideas. We’re often described as narcissists. Upon discovering I fit into this group, I was appalled, and pre...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/19/09 | 6 Comments | Read More
Brains and Testicles
When I was exploring the possibility of a human genetic precursor that was random-handed with a larger brain encouraged by a song-and-dance-based matrifocal culture, I hypothesized that if representat...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/14/09 | 2 Comments | Read More
Lefties
Four out of five of our last presidents were left-handers.
Researcher Marian Annett hypothesizes that there is a gene for being right-handed and a gene for being nonhanded or random-handed. One cou...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/8/09 | 1 Comment | Read More
Politics and the Environment: Cause of Autism #3
A child exhibits characteristics from both parents. The parents’ features in their children can complement each other in ways that reinforce and even encourage specific maturational trajectories. Fo...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/7/09 | No Comments | Read More
Time Machine: Cause of Autism #2
Though little discussed, the ability to send our children back in time is an ability all of us have. This ability has to do with how we choose a mate.
It has been estimated that our lineage of homo...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/5/09 | 1 Comment | Read More
Revenge of the Nerd: Cause of Autism #1
There are many ways to kill a dragon. I counted several hundred strong-man dragon interventions in the almost one hundred books I read when I was snake-charmed by the subject. Courage, strength an...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 10/1/09 | 1 Comment | Read More
Superstition and Obsession
It crossed my mind awhile back that individuals with autism are less likely to be superstitious. This conclusion would also suggest that autistics are not magical thinkers. If this generalization has ...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 09/28/09 | 1 Comment | Read More
Enhanced Gaydar
I have friends with gaydar. Usually women, these friends can conclude a guy is gay after a brief conversation. I don’t think it’s the way they dress or the way they talk. It’s a childlike aspect...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 09/24/09 | No Comments | Read More
Neurodiversity Not So Funny
I started talking when I was three. My first memory is potato-on-the-spoon relay races in nursery school. I felt humiliated and appalled at my lack of spoon/potato acumen.
Grown-up humor I ...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 09/21/09 | 2 Comments | Read More
Neurodiversity, Hidden Knowledge and Hidden Talent
Anything that is understood or known consciously is understood or known unconsciously first. I can’t imagine how the reverse would be true. Knowledge has to come from somewhere, right?
I often kn...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 09/19/09 | 2 Comments | Read More
Just So Story
Autism is a social condition.
Rather, in the way that loud, rhythmic music is a symptom of puberty, the sudden rise in autism is a manifestation of extreme societal change. Both transitions are...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 09/17/09 | 2 Comments | Read More
Emergence
On the autism rights and neurodiversity blogs in July last year, fury erupted around the radio show host Michael Savage’s comments that autistic kids were brats.
Savage said that autism was a “...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 08/31/09 | No Comments | Read More
Chills
I can't exactly remember when the chills first started. When I was in summer camp when five or six, I remember concentrating on placing my right hand over my left side to be able to say the Pledge of...[Read More]
Andrew Lehman on 08/28/09 | No Comments | Read More
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